prove it

Someone help me.
help me understand the pain im feeling.
Let me trust, let me feel.
Let me realize its not my fault.
Let me know that im not alone.
Make me forget all the bad and remember only the good.
Let me talk and know that someone cares enough to listen.
Let me hear, hear more then whats repeating in my head.
Tell me that im more then nothing, that without me it wouldn't be the same.
Tell me that life can be better then all the hurt I've ever felt.
Show me that silence isn't just a myth, that fighting can cease to exsist.
Show me that promises can be kept, and that not everyone leaves.
Let lost happiness be found, and prove that not everything has to hurt.
Prove that tears of joy aren't just for the niave.
just prove that life isn't punishment, but a gift.

Healing

They say that time heals all wounds. Exactly how much time is it supposed to take? What people fail to understand and realize is that each person heals differently. When we have gone through tough times in our lives, we don't just forget those memories. They are with us to stay and unless you were to get your memory erased, there is no way to block those images out. Those memories, whether we like them or not, are a part of our history. No, we don't have to repeat that history, but as far as being able to block it out for good, that's very difficult to do. It's easy for people to say to just get over it when they weren't the ones who went through what we did. We're going to hurt over things that we went through; how could we not hurt over the pain we endured and suffered? The after effects leave wounds and scars behind that only we can truly put at peace, if thats really possoble. When it comes to healing though, we have to heal in our own time. You cannot tell someone how they should heal or when they should heal because we are all different. Yes, we are all survivors in life. Our situations though are not the same. No one person has the same experience with hurt as another. We are all our own people and what we go through is what makes us who we are, "individuals".
For some though healing comes sooner then others, and some may never heal untill the day they die. So take each day with a deep breathe. Live life with patients, patients for eachother and patients for life. Don't compare your pain to anothers, cause we are all human and we all have a story full of regrets.

Live and learn

What is it that makes us strive to live life?
Is it divine love that drives us?
The feeling that were not alone in this suffering world of endless pain.
Or could it be our vengful thoughts,
wanting to prove wrong all those who long ago labled us as "lost causes".
Show them that we can overcome the disfunctional lives we were born into.
Our childhoods make us who we are, we can blame everyone else for our hurt,
or we can live and learn.
Everything happens for a reason,
and rather or not you choose to believe that is up to you, and only you.
But things take time, and with time will bring closure for the many questions that every living being ponders upon many times in life.
But not all questions will be answered as some books just aren't meant to opened.

Im the key to my future

There comes a point in everyones lives when you come to a fork in the road.
When every decison you've made through out your life finally has an effect on you.
I chose not to show up for school, not because of my hatrid for learning, but because of my hatrid for school.
I love to learn, but school was like an obligation I failed to suceed at.
Someday I hope to be something great, something that my Mother will be proud of.
I want to prove everyone wrong and show them that despite the lables they long ago gave me I can be something great.
Something that when Im older and have children of my own they them selves will be proud.
And then find the strength in themselves to be inspired to overcome obstacles and be everything they inspire to be.

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I've been through some hard times. But havn't we all?
Yea my life has been alot tougher than others.
But its also been better than others also.
I've seem many things I wish I hadn't.
I've been in the wrong place at the wrong time,
more times than I can count. But I hold no regrets, because of all of this I am who I am.
Some days are better than others, but life is not about how many breaths you take, but the number moments that take away your breath. One day your whole life will flash before you, make you its worth watching.
Make the best of the worst, things can only get better.