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You have to take the good with the bad,
smile when your sad.
Love what you've got and remember what you had.
All ways forgive but never forget.
Learn from your mistakes but never regret.
People change and things go wrong , just remember life goes on.

life is.....

Life is like the waves,
it has ups and downs.
Life is like a roler coaster,
it has twists and turns.
Life is like a sport, it just depends on what we play.
Life is like a game of poker, it just depends on what your dealt.

Life can be given, Life can be taken.
Life can be a curse, life can be a blessing.
Life can be pain, but life can be sain.

Life has its ways, life has its days.
Life has its love, and life has its hate.
Life has a gentle touch, but a harder punch.
Life is a gift waiting to be unwrapped.

prove it

Someone help me.
help me understand the pain im feeling.
Let me trust, let me feel.
Let me realize its not my fault.
Let me know that im not alone.
Make me forget all the bad and remember only the good.
Let me talk and know that someone cares enough to listen.
Let me hear, hear more then whats repeating in my head.
Tell me that im more then nothing, that without me it wouldn't be the same.
Tell me that life can be better then all the hurt I've ever felt.
Show me that silence isn't just a myth, that fighting can cease to exsist.
Show me that promises can be kept, and that not everyone leaves.
Let lost happiness be found, and prove that not everything has to hurt.
Prove that tears of joy aren't just for the niave.
just prove that life isn't punishment, but a gift.

Healing

They say that time heals all wounds. Exactly how much time is it supposed to take? What people fail to understand and realize is that each person heals differently. When we have gone through tough times in our lives, we don't just forget those memories. They are with us to stay and unless you were to get your memory erased, there is no way to block those images out. Those memories, whether we like them or not, are a part of our history. No, we don't have to repeat that history, but as far as being able to block it out for good, that's very difficult to do. It's easy for people to say to just get over it when they weren't the ones who went through what we did. We're going to hurt over things that we went through; how could we not hurt over the pain we endured and suffered? The after effects leave wounds and scars behind that only we can truly put at peace, if thats really possoble. When it comes to healing though, we have to heal in our own time. You cannot tell someone how they should heal or when they should heal because we are all different. Yes, we are all survivors in life. Our situations though are not the same. No one person has the same experience with hurt as another. We are all our own people and what we go through is what makes us who we are, "individuals".
For some though healing comes sooner then others, and some may never heal untill the day they die. So take each day with a deep breathe. Live life with patients, patients for eachother and patients for life. Don't compare your pain to anothers, cause we are all human and we all have a story full of regrets.

Live and learn

What is it that makes us strive to live life?
Is it divine love that drives us?
The feeling that were not alone in this suffering world of endless pain.
Or could it be our vengful thoughts,
wanting to prove wrong all those who long ago labled us as "lost causes".
Show them that we can overcome the disfunctional lives we were born into.
Our childhoods make us who we are, we can blame everyone else for our hurt,
or we can live and learn.
Everything happens for a reason,
and rather or not you choose to believe that is up to you, and only you.
But things take time, and with time will bring closure for the many questions that every living being ponders upon many times in life.
But not all questions will be answered as some books just aren't meant to opened.

Im the key to my future

There comes a point in everyones lives when you come to a fork in the road.
When every decison you've made through out your life finally has an effect on you.
I chose not to show up for school, not because of my hatrid for learning, but because of my hatrid for school.
I love to learn, but school was like an obligation I failed to suceed at.
Someday I hope to be something great, something that my Mother will be proud of.
I want to prove everyone wrong and show them that despite the lables they long ago gave me I can be something great.
Something that when Im older and have children of my own they them selves will be proud.
And then find the strength in themselves to be inspired to overcome obstacles and be everything they inspire to be.

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I've been through some hard times. But havn't we all?
Yea my life has been alot tougher than others.
But its also been better than others also.
I've seem many things I wish I hadn't.
I've been in the wrong place at the wrong time,
more times than I can count. But I hold no regrets, because of all of this I am who I am.
Some days are better than others, but life is not about how many breaths you take, but the number moments that take away your breath. One day your whole life will flash before you, make you its worth watching.
Make the best of the worst, things can only get better.

things change...

Life is about making mistakes and learning from them.
Live each day expecting the unexpected.
We all go through the tough times, when everything around us seems unbearable.
But you just gotta keep your head high and know that everything in life happens for a reason.
Life isn't simple, but thats what makes it exciting.
Things change and people leave, but theres allways something better out there.
You just have to find it. Define no one by the way their past was lived, but by how they handle the present.
People can change, you just have to give them the chance to change on their own.
We can't force people to be what their not.
You are who you are. And I am who I am.

Meaning of life

Each day we wake up looking for the meaning of life.
When do we exactly find it?
Do we ever even find it?
Everyday is a challenge to overcome your greatest fears.
For me that would be finding the strength to trust again.
The strength to forgive and forget, to move on and leave behind the secrecy that I hide behind.
I hold this persona that im fine, I show people that im strong, but im meerly just a coward hiding behind a face.
I wander through life searching for answers to questions.
Questions that I start to wonder if they are even meant to be answered.
I guess everything in life happens for a reason, or so everyone continues to say.
But how much pain must someone suffer to figure out that no matter what happens it gets better.
Life isn't allways the way we dream it to be, but sometimes what we don't expect can be even better.
No one is perfect, and we dont expect them to be.
Isn't it inevitable that life not be perfect also?

Guidance

There are times when life may seem like a black hole, a challenge impossible to overcome.
But the true challenge is to get out of your abyss of sadness and doubt and find the good in yourself and the light throughout the dark.
We all go through times when we must overcome the immoral around us and let the adequate meaning of life be what guides us to our destiny. A feeling that all feels, no matter what the situation. Pain is cosmic, its inevitable, without the hurt the good things aren't nearly as flawless as they would be. Not everything can be neutral, there has to be evil for there to be good. But good or evil, you have the freewill to make a decision. Your decision is merely based upon your actions and rather you choose to follow the light or the shadow.

Living lost

My whole life Iv'e had moments where I was down and regreted ever entering this world.
But then I remebered that lifes not easy you just have to make the best of the worst. It's true when people tell you not to take what you have for granted, because there are people out there who have way less and have it way worse, and you never know how quickly what you have can be taken away.
Life is a long journey that every person finds them self lost in at one point or another. Is it possible to be the lost from the beginning? Your whole life spent trying to find where you "belong" in this spinning confusion that we live in. I've never really understood where I should be or where I should go, I just do what is in the moment. I think about the future, then I find that im thinking more about avoiding it rather than controling it.Somedays I find that not only am I avoiding the thought of where my future will bring me, but I also find myself avoiding me. I feel loving and caring and maternal. These qualities I focus upon everyone else, but myself. I feel I can fix other people, shelter thier needs. But how can shelter someone else when I myself need to be sheltered. In the back of my mind I know that It is me and only me that that will be there in the end. But I feel that some how if I fix everyone else and make them strong then that will make me strong. I feel like a coward letting things that have happened and people from the past control me. I feel so many differat things, but expressing these is where i find myself inspired. Inspired to make beauty.
Lifes funny like that, you get beauty from pain, and lust from love.